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Kingsleysys1st November 1993.
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Saturday, June 4, 2011, 4:43 PM
I need someone who can understand me.Someone whom I can talk to and share my pain.
Tuesday, April 5, 2011, 12:37 AM
I'm sick and tired.Do you know?
Wednesday, February 2, 2011, 2:09 PM
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY PRINCESS!You'll forever be young at heart.
You said that we won't drift.
It's not that I don't trust you..
It's just that I'm sick & tired of those words.
Sorry for the troubles that I caused.
Please remember to take care of yourself properly from now on.
I might miss your hugs :\
Wednesday, January 5, 2011, 9:15 AM
Corner bookmark (:
Roses I made (:
Pretty, right? :X
& lastly, the yellow roses <:Anyway, it's 2011 now.
It's the last term of year 1
&
I feel like I'm back to sec school days.
When I only got to school 2/3 times per week.
Gotten back FOM & ITB results.
Disappointing results :\
I pray for the better for both Econs & PACC.
Gonna learn how to bake a cake soon!
Tuesday, January 4, 2011, 11:06 PM
Yellow roses for C (:
Stupid pose -.-
Roses (:
The wrapping is kinda ugly ):
Christmas tree!
Scary look? o.o
Innocent look (A).
Bangs! :D
3 Monkeys?
Gorilla face!
Retarded ._.
Jellies that C made for me on 1/1/11 :D
Pretty!
They are extremely delicious. I swear.
5 left!
Fruits in it :D
Finished :DD
Was hospitalized for 2 nights becauseof stomach virus.
Almost couldn't make it to meet C on 1/1/11.
Red = critical condition, I think.
Can't remember about green :\
My delicious breakfast :D
My beautiful A1 ward!Got tv (:
I'm the only patient in this ward too!Got touchscreen laptop too!
& lastly, my bed (:Tuesday, December 14, 2010, 9:04 AM
I'm in LOVE with bangs (:
Just started my 3 weeks holiday.
I just never change.
Last minute studying again.
What's worse is that I didn't study much.
But thank God that the papers are easy except for ITB.
I hate this feeble body of mine.
I kept falling sick at least once per week.
With this body, I'm a burden wherever I go.
Will be meeting C for Christmas (:
Just started my 3 weeks holiday.
I just never change.
Last minute studying again.
What's worse is that I didn't study much.
But thank God that the papers are easy except for ITB.
I hate this feeble body of mine.
I kept falling sick at least once per week.
With this body, I'm a burden wherever I go.
Will be meeting C for Christmas (:
Tuesday, November 2, 2010, 6:18 AM
YUDE, KXH & ME (:I look so damn weird. My hair is damn ugly! ):
HAPPY 17TH TO MYSELF :D
Shall make a short & straight-forward post.
Thanks to those who wished me!
Wanna thank my classmates for the cake (:
&
Ivy talked to me! Something I've been looking forward to!
Met up with Ben & Yude for dinner.
Didn't see Yude for months.
Went to met up with Jac & Huiying after dinner with Yude.
Whenever I'm with Yude,
Stupid stuffs confirm will happen!
I miss those sec school life with him ):
Because that's something I can never experience in poly ):
People can never go back to the past.
Met up with KXH (:
Thank you for everything.
You made my day (:
HAPPY 17TH TO MYSELF :D
Shall make a short & straight-forward post.
Thanks to those who wished me!
Wanna thank my classmates for the cake (:
&
Ivy talked to me! Something I've been looking forward to!
Met up with Ben & Yude for dinner.
Didn't see Yude for months.
Went to met up with Jac & Huiying after dinner with Yude.
Whenever I'm with Yude,
Stupid stuffs confirm will happen!
I miss those sec school life with him ):
Because that's something I can never experience in poly ):
People can never go back to the past.
Met up with KXH (:
Thank you for everything.
You made my day (:
Tuesday, October 26, 2010, 12:12 AM
I look weird & stupid with my new hair cut ._.Today school ended at 3pm.
But chanchan got match at 7pm.
I even change my appointment for my phyiso just to support her.
Met HY at around 6pm.
Went off to the field to look for chanchan.
She was doing her warm-up.
Soon, her match started.
She was amazing. #6 (:
But one bitch slapped her! :@ :@ :@
I bought her dinosaur gummies.
I'm sure a nice guy.
Went back to yishun for dinner & off home (:
Saturday, October 23, 2010, 9:13 PM
HAPPY 17TH TO BEN! :D
Went to orchard with Kayseng, Chyeann & Yawsang to celebrate.
Went to Sakae for lunch.
My 4th Sakae this month ._.
I'm sick of it already.
After eating, we went to shop.
Bought two NUM tees which are kinda small & tight.
I know I'm a slow shopper.
I stayed in the shop for around 30-60mintues before buying.
Guys, sorry for the wait (:
Took a train to airport.
Just because chyeann had to sent his grandma off.
My first time going to T3 ._.
Had some stupid photo taking session for the entire day.
Bus home at around 11 :D
Gotten back PACC & Econs results.
Scored around average I guess.
& if you don't believe that I only studied a day before the exam,
WHY DO YOU EVEN BOTHER ASKING?
You think I feel great getting GPA below 3? -.-
&&&&
HAPPY 7x15 ♥
NYJL
Act cute o.-
Went to orchard with Kayseng, Chyeann & Yawsang to celebrate.
Went to Sakae for lunch.
My 4th Sakae this month ._.
I'm sick of it already.
After eating, we went to shop.
Bought two NUM tees which are kinda small & tight.
I know I'm a slow shopper.
I stayed in the shop for around 30-60mintues before buying.
Guys, sorry for the wait (:
Took a train to airport.
Just because chyeann had to sent his grandma off.
My first time going to T3 ._.
Had some stupid photo taking session for the entire day.
Bus home at around 11 :D
Gotten back PACC & Econs results.
Scored around average I guess.
& if you don't believe that I only studied a day before the exam,
WHY DO YOU EVEN BOTHER ASKING?
You think I feel great getting GPA below 3? -.-
&&&&
HAPPY 7x15 ♥
NYJL
Act cute o.-
Rabbit :B
Ahwang!
Kayseng showing his ass!
Shocked! O:
Rabbit :B
Airport T3 !
Blur look x.x
& finally, BEN THE BIRTHDAY BOY!
Friday, October 15, 2010, 2:53 PM
Been 2 months since I last updated.Time flies & it's finally 9x10 ♥ today.
10 more days to 10 square.
& 12 more days to N's birthday (:
Anyway, I got what I deserved. Pathetic results..
I guess I'm the only person
Who studied for an hour or two the day before the paper.
Next sem, I'm gonna change.
I promised NYJL to be hardworking (:
Because H = Hardworking :D
School is starting in just 3 days time.
I don't feel like going back to school.
I doubt I can even be on time even if school starts at 12 daily.
What's worse is my timetable..
STARTS AT 8AM DAILY!!! FML.
I doubt I will be playing audition anymore.
Because it's boring without you.
Anyway, wanna thank zave & chanchan for the birthday presents.
I really appreciate it (:
Sunday, August 15, 2010, 2:17 PM
Just had my 2days1night class chalet a few days ago.Over all, it was alright.
BBQ was good (Y).
The first filling BBQ I ever had.
That night the sky was beautiful, filled with tons of stars (:
3weeks to CA.
& I've yet to start on my revision.
I don't wanna fail again ):
But I don't have any motivation.
NYJL, where's your daily nag?!?!
Sprained my ankle last night.
FML. FML. FML. Seriously.
I can't even walk now.
Been hopping on my left leg.
I'm using those chairs with wheels underneath to move about at home now -.-
I wanna go out ):
BUT I CAN'T.
Now I don't know how to return Sunshine Ng her notes...
What's worst is I can't even sleep properly.
Even just a little movement, my ankle hurt like hell D:
Wednesday, August 11, 2010, 12:19 PM
How many texts are currently in your inbox?I don't know? 300+ ?
Are you available?
Yeah.
How late did you stay up last night and why?
11pm. Because of Nicole ._.
Has anyone ever told you they were in love with you?
Yes.
Who was the last person to text you?
Xinyi.
Five months ago, can you remember who you liked?
No one.
Do you find smoking attractive?
Not at all.
If you could make your lips bigger, would you?
Nope.
Are you currently frustrated with a boy or girl?
Yes.
Are you one of those people who just don’t care?
Yes. Nonchalant (Y).
Which is worse, missing someone or not having some one to miss?
Missing someone.
Do you think you could be with someone for over four years?
No.
How long do you think it takes to fall in love with someone?
Weeks? Months?
Have you done something recently that you regret?
Yes. Skipping school -.-
Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone?
Nope.
Do you trust your gut instincts?
Yes.
How much longer until your birthday?
3 months.
Have you spoke to your ex today?
Negative.
Hows your relationship between yourself and your parents?
I don't know :\
Do you think you will be in a relationship three months from now?
No.
What are you looking forward to?
Nothing. Seriously.
When’s your birthday?
1st November.
Can you commit to one person?
Yes.
Do you think things will change in the next 3 months?
No?
Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
Yueting? -.-
Waiting for something?
Chalet !
Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
My XINYI! <:
You never know what you got until you lose it? True or false?
YES!
Do you want to see somebody right now?
No.
Are you happy?
Neutral.
Is any part of you sad at all?
Maybe?
How are you feeling at this moment?
Sleepy.
What made you laugh last?
Elyssa with her muscle ache (Y).
Are you drunk?
No.
Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 10 days?
No.
If you had to choose between a million dollars or to be able to change a regret?
MILLION DOLLARS!!! $.$
Where will you be 2 hours from now?
Home.
What’s bothering you right now?
Training.
Did you have any unread text messages when you woke up today?
Yes.
Is there a member of the opposite sex on your mind?
Yes.
Your best friend tells you, “you have a drug problem”, you say?
I'd seriously just ignore. (that's how we communicate)
Do you think people talk about you behind your back?
Yes. I'm sure.
What was the first thing you did this morning?
Drink water.
Is it possible to be single and happy?
Yes.
Do you have strange dreams?
Sometimes.
What’s more important In a relationship, trust or happiness?
If I can't have both, I rather be Single.
What time did you go to bed last night?
11pm.
Did you accept or deny your last friend request?
Denied.
Did you speak to your father today?
Nope.
What do you think about the weather?
WINDY :D
Are you ticklish?
Yeah..
Who’s car were you in last?
Been weeks since I last sat in my dad's car.
What was the last thing you drank?
Plain water.
Have you kissed the last person you texted?
Nope.
Does that person want to kiss you?
Don’t think so.
Are you single?
Yes.
Do you want to be single?
Yes.
Saturday, August 7, 2010, 11:46 PM
Been more than a month since I last updated.Finally, this term has ended :D
It's officially my holiday now.
Looking back...
I'm only punctual for the whole of the first week.
Nicole, I kept my promise <:
After that.. Been skipping twice a week & late daily..
It's impossible for me to change - my late habits.
Poly life is kinda boring.
Only revolving around sleep, eat, sunshine, notebook, training & lastly stars (:
1 month before CA.
Sigh.. Totally devoid of motivation to study.
Maybe I start on the 3rd or last week <:
Class chalet next week. I hope it will be enjoyable (:
Seriously, lots of training yet so little time.
3weeks, 21 days. I kept my promise <:
Saturday, July 3, 2010, 12:56 PM
In life, you don't always reap what you sow.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY
TO MY PRINCESS (L).
You're very pure & innocent.
Cute & kind hearted.
You're one in a million (L).
It's impossible to find another girl just like you.
It's okay even if it hurts.
TO MY PRINCESS (L).
You're very pure & innocent.
Cute & kind hearted.
You're one in a million (L).
It's impossible to find another girl just like you.
It's okay even if it hurts.
I'M VERY LUCKY!
Hyun~ is shinning over me (:
Somehow didn't fail any of my papers yet.
There's still MOB. Class average is only C-.
I'm not looking forward to take my result back.
Though all results are only average, I'm pretty satisfied with it.
Thanks Ju~n for helping me during MST.
I appreciate it. Without you, I probably won't make it.
First week of school.
I'm a changed person.
I'm on time for the whole week!
I didn't sleep in lectures at all.
:D
NYJL! Because of you, I fell in love with the stars.
THANKS!
Remember to keep your promise.
Cheer up, okay! Don't be dejected because of some CHINA examiners.
Tonight will be a starry night.
Smile <:
Hyun~ is shinning over me (:
Somehow didn't fail any of my papers yet.
There's still MOB. Class average is only C-.
I'm not looking forward to take my result back.
Though all results are only average, I'm pretty satisfied with it.
Thanks Ju~n for helping me during MST.
I appreciate it. Without you, I probably won't make it.
First week of school.
I'm a changed person.
I'm on time for the whole week!
I didn't sleep in lectures at all.
:D
NYJL! Because of you, I fell in love with the stars.
THANKS!
Remember to keep your promise.
Cheer up, okay! Don't be dejected because of some CHINA examiners.
Tonight will be a starry night.
Smile <: