November 19th.

2011-06-04T16:43:00.000+08:00

I need someone who can understand me.
Someone whom I can talk to and share my pain.

2011-04-05T00:37:00.000+08:00

I'm sick and tired.
Do you know?

2011-02-02T14:09:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY PRINCESS!

You'll forever be young at heart.

You said that we won't drift.
It's not that I don't trust you..
It's just that I'm sick & tired of those words.

Sorry for the troubles that I caused.
Please remember to take care of yourself properly from now on.
I might miss your hugs :\

2011-01-05T09:15:00.002+08:00

Corner bookmark (:

Roses I made (:

Pretty, right? :X

& lastly, the yellow roses <:

Anyway, it's 2011 now.
It's the last term of year 1
&
I feel like I'm back to sec school days.
When I only got to school 2/3 times per week.

Gotten back FOM & ITB results.
Disappointing results :\
I pray for the better for both Econs & PACC.

Gonna learn how to bake a cake soon!

2011-01-04T23:06:00.007+08:00

Yellow roses for C (:

Stupid pose -.-

Roses (:

The wrapping is kinda ugly ):

Christmas tree!

Scary look? o.o

Innocent look (A).

Bangs! :D

3 Monkeys?

Gorilla face!

Retarded ._.

Jellies that C made for me on 1/1/11 :D

Pretty!

They are extremely delicious. I swear.

5 left!

Fruits in it :D

Finished :DD

Was hospitalized for 2 nights because
of stomach virus.
Almost couldn't make it to meet C on 1/1/11.
Red = critical condition, I think.
Can't remember about green :\

My delicious breakfast :D

My beautiful A1 ward!
Got tv (:

I'm the only patient in this ward too!
Got touchscreen laptop too!

& lastly, my bed (:

2010-12-14T09:04:00.002+08:00

I'm in LOVE with bangs (:
Just started my 3 weeks holiday.
I just never change.
Last minute studying again.
What's worse is that I didn't study much.
But thank God that the papers are easy except for ITB.

I hate this feeble body of mine.
I kept falling sick at least once per week.
With this body, I'm a burden wherever I go.

Will be meeting C for Christmas (:

2010-11-02T06:18:00.008+08:00

YUDE, KXH & ME (:

I look so damn weird. My hair is damn ugly! ):

HAPPY 17TH TO MYSELF :D

Shall make a short & straight-forward post.

Thanks to those who wished me!
Wanna thank my classmates for the cake (:
&
Ivy talked to me! Something I've been looking forward to!

Met up with Ben & Yude for dinner.
Didn't see Yude for months.
Went to met up with Jac & Huiying after dinner with Yude.

Whenever I'm with Yude,
Stupid stuffs confirm will happen!
I miss those sec school life with him ):
Because that's something I can never experience in poly ):
People can never go back to the past.

Met up with KXH (:
Thank you for everything.
You made my day (:

2010-10-26T00:12:00.002+08:00

I look weird & stupid with my new hair cut ._.

Today school ended at 3pm.
But chanchan got match at 7pm.
I even change my appointment for my phyiso just to support her.
Met HY at around 6pm.
Went off to the field to look for chanchan.
She was doing her warm-up.
Soon, her match started.
She was amazing. #6 (:
But one bitch slapped her! :@ :@ :@
I bought her dinosaur gummies.
I'm sure a nice guy.
Went back to yishun for dinner & off home (:

2010-10-23T21:13:00.010+08:00

HAPPY 17TH TO BEN! :D

Went to orchard with Kayseng, Chyeann & Yawsang to celebrate.
Went to Sakae for lunch.
My 4th Sakae this month ._.
I'm sick of it already.
After eating, we went to shop.
Bought two NUM tees which are kinda small & tight.
I know I'm a slow shopper.
I stayed in the shop for around 30-60mintues before buying.
Guys, sorry for the wait (:

Took a train to airport.
Just because chyeann had to sent his grandma off.
My first time going to T3 ._.
Had some stupid photo taking session for the entire day.
Bus home at around 11 :D

Gotten back PACC & Econs results.
Scored around average I guess.
& if you don't believe that I only studied a day before the exam,
WHY DO YOU EVEN BOTHER ASKING?
You think I feel great getting GPA below 3? -.-

&&&&
HAPPY 7x15 ♥
NYJL

Act cute o.-

Rabbit :B

Ahwang!

Kayseng showing his ass!

Shocked! O:

Rabbit :B

Airport T3 !

Blur look x.x

& finally, BEN THE BIRTHDAY BOY!

2010-10-15T14:53:00.007+08:00

Been 2 months since I last updated.
Time flies & it's finally 9x10 ♥ today.
10 more days to 10 square.
& 12 more days to N's birthday (:

Anyway, I got what I deserved. Pathetic results..
I guess I'm the only person
Who studied for an hour or two the day before the paper.
Next sem, I'm gonna change.
I promised NYJL to be hardworking (:
Because H = Hardworking :D

School is starting in just 3 days time.
I don't feel like going back to school.
I doubt I can even be on time even if school starts at 12 daily.
What's worse is my timetable..
STARTS AT 8AM DAILY!!! FML.

I doubt I will be playing audition anymore.
Because it's boring without you.

Anyway, wanna thank zave & chanchan for the birthday presents.
I really appreciate it (:

2010-08-15T14:17:00.002+08:00

Just had my 2days1night class chalet a few days ago.
Over all, it was alright.
BBQ was good (Y).
The first filling BBQ I ever had.
That night the sky was beautiful, filled with tons of stars (:

3weeks to CA.
& I've yet to start on my revision.
I don't wanna fail again ):
But I don't have any motivation.
NYJL, where's your daily nag?!?!

Sprained my ankle last night.
FML. FML. FML. Seriously.
I can't even walk now.
Been hopping on my left leg.
I'm using those chairs with wheels underneath to move about at home now -.-
I wanna go out ):
BUT I CAN'T.
Now I don't know how to return Sunshine Ng her notes...
What's worst is I can't even sleep properly.
Even just a little movement, my ankle hurt like hell D:

2010-08-11T12:19:00.002+08:00

How many texts are currently in your inbox?
I don't know? 300+ ?

Are you available?
Yeah.

How late did you stay up last night and why?
11pm. Because of Nicole ._.

Has anyone ever told you they were in love with you?
Yes.

Who was the last person to text you?
Xinyi.

Five months ago, can you remember who you liked?
No one.

Do you find smoking attractive?
Not at all.

If you could make your lips bigger, would you?
Nope.

Are you currently frustrated with a boy or girl?
Yes.

Are you one of those people who just don’t care?
Yes. Nonchalant (Y).

Which is worse, missing someone or not having some one to miss?
Missing someone.

Do you think you could be with someone for over four years?
No.

How long do you think it takes to fall in love with someone?
Weeks? Months?

Have you done something recently that you regret?
Yes. Skipping school -.-

Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone?
Nope.

Do you trust your gut instincts?
Yes.

How much longer until your birthday?
3 months.

Have you spoke to your ex today?
Negative.

Hows your relationship between yourself and your parents?
I don't know :\

Do you think you will be in a relationship three months from now?
No.

What are you looking forward to?
Nothing. Seriously.

When’s your birthday?
1st November.

Can you commit to one person?
Yes.

Do you think things will change in the next 3 months?
No?

Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
Yueting? -.-

Waiting for something?
Chalet !

Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
My XINYI! <:

You never know what you got until you lose it? True or false?
YES!

Do you want to see somebody right now?
No.

Are you happy?
Neutral.

Is any part of you sad at all?
Maybe?

How are you feeling at this moment?
Sleepy.

What made you laugh last?
Elyssa with her muscle ache (Y).

Are you drunk?
No.

Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 10 days?
No.

If you had to choose between a million dollars or to be able to change a regret?
MILLION DOLLARS!!! $.$

Where will you be 2 hours from now?
Home.

What’s bothering you right now?
Training.

Did you have any unread text messages when you woke up today?
Yes.

Is there a member of the opposite sex on your mind?
Yes.

Your best friend tells you, “you have a drug problem”, you say?
I'd seriously just ignore. (that's how we communicate)

Do you think people talk about you behind your back?
Yes. I'm sure.

What was the first thing you did this morning?
Drink water.

Is it possible to be single and happy?
Yes.

Do you have strange dreams?
Sometimes.

What’s more important In a relationship, trust or happiness?
If I can't have both, I rather be Single.

What time did you go to bed last night?
11pm.

Did you accept or deny your last friend request?
Denied.

Did you speak to your father today?
Nope.

What do you think about the weather?
WINDY :D

Are you ticklish?
Yeah..

Who’s car were you in last?
Been weeks since I last sat in my dad's car.

What was the last thing you drank?
Plain water.

Have you kissed the last person you texted?
Nope.

Does that person want to kiss you?
Don’t think so.

Are you single?
Yes.

Do you want to be single?
Yes.

2010-08-07T23:46:00.002+08:00

Been more than a month since I last updated.
Finally, this term has ended :D
It's officially my holiday now.
Looking back...
I'm only punctual for the whole of the first week.
Nicole, I kept my promise <:
After that.. Been skipping twice a week & late daily..
It's impossible for me to change - my late habits.

Poly life is kinda boring.
Only revolving around sleep, eat, sunshine, notebook, training & lastly stars (:
1 month before CA.
Sigh.. Totally devoid of motivation to study.
Maybe I start on the 3rd or last week <:

Class chalet next week. I hope it will be enjoyable (:
Seriously, lots of training yet so little time.

3weeks, 21 days. I kept my promise <:

In life, you don't always reap what you sow.

2010-07-03T12:56:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY

TO MY PRINCESS (L).

You're very pure & innocent.
Cute & kind hearted.
You're one in a million (L).
It's impossible to find another girl just like you.
It's okay even if it hurts.

I'M VERY LUCKY!
Hyun~ is shinning over me (:
Somehow didn't fail any of my papers yet.
There's still MOB. Class average is only C-.
I'm not looking forward to take my result back.
Though all results are only average, I'm pretty satisfied with it.
Thanks Ju~n for helping me during MST.
I appreciate it. Without you, I probably won't make it.

First week of school.
I'm a changed person.
I'm on time for the whole week!
I didn't sleep in lectures at all.
:D

NYJL! Because of you, I fell in love with the stars.
THANKS!
Remember to keep your promise.
Cheer up, okay! Don't be dejected because of some CHINA examiners.
Tonight will be a starry night.
Smile <:

2010-06-26T13:04:00.006+08:00

GOGUMA :D

Photo for NYP mind sport.
Didn't take my face -.-
Got 2nd -.-
Wasted 2 full days there.

Didn't update for a month.
Gonna make a short post.
School is gonna reopen in 2 days.
I'm have not rest enough!
Wasted first week totally. Pure waste of time.
3 days on training & 2 days on competition.

I'm addicted to Kpop!
Well, more of SNSD fan rather than Kpop fan.
Seohyun & Yonghwa :D
GOGUMA!

& lastly, I'm prepared to get very screwed up results for my CA >:
N, remember to console me by then!

2010-05-28T20:10:00.007+08:00

They wanna lift my skirt up -.-

Please ignore my facial expression -.-

Found photos of Canoe camp for Shrim (She-Him) night.
While I wore a pinafore & do GEE dance in front of everyone.
Not only pinafore, even lipsticks, eye liner, hairband and a fake butt.
Embarrassed to the max! D:
& MY SHRIM NAME WAS JESSICA!

I feel guilty while adding canoe guys up..
Because I've chose Gusto over Canoe.
Thanks Brendan and Chong for taking care of me during the camp.

Injured my back during training yesterday.
Been lying on my bed for the whole day.
Thanks V for the ride home yesterday (:

MST in lesser than 1o days time.
& I'm still not studying.
I hope my attendance is enough to sit for the papers.

SOMEONE IN DBF/1A/01 LOOK LIKE SEOHYUN!!!!

NP graduation. (click here)

2010-05-26T00:36:00.007+08:00

MY BELOVED JESSICA ♥

Had my 2nd presentation today.

I was late -.-
Screwed up my presentation too.
I doubt my presentation even lasted for a minute.
Sigh..
It's week 6. & I'm only on time for 6 days.
I'm gonna work really hard on my punctuality!

Gusto training in the evening.
PT was still manageable.
My hand & leg coordination is very bad.
Vinnie is damn light! VERY VERY VERY LIGHT!

Went home with V & F! <:

2010-05-09T13:31:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO SUGAR!!!

I'm finally gonna update my blog because sugar is finally 17!
I've yet to buy her a present D:
Shall buy her a belated present soon.

You guys know what?
I don't even bother wearing shoes to school because I've lost mine.
But because of Sugar's birthday celebration, I actually went to buy one. $42 gone D:
Thanks Ruiting for accompanying me to buy my shoe.
I know I'm indecisive. A VERY VERY VERY SLOW SHOPPER.
Sorry-Sorry.

Went to down to DBG' Cathay to meet sugar and her friends for dinner at Ala carte.
Didn't see her for a long time. I actually couldn't recognize her!
I've spent $20 on dinner.
Her friends are all joker.
We ate her strawberry icecream cake with chopsticks.
KINDA SPECIAL, RIGHT?
JAPANESE STYLE!
After dinner, we took group photos.
Don't know why when I take photo will give a weird face.
Went to the arcade..
They're all pros at playing musical games.
Go to Raymond's house to drink after that.
My face was damn red -.-
But I'm sober!

Cabbed home with Sugar at about 1pm.
I've updated my post before her birthday ends.
8th May 1993, 2pm. (day & time she was born)
13 more minutes till the end of her 17th Birthday.
For now, she's still the queen (:

2010-04-19T20:44:00.002+08:00

TODAY IT'S THE FIRSR DAY OF SCHOOL!
It's a torture waking up at 6am.
Can't sleep last night till 3-4am.
It's so hard sleeping in the night...
But I found out that I can sleep anything during lectures.
Damn boring! Been yawning & yawning till tears rolled out. (not joking)
But I endured. I didn't sleep at all for the whole for 3 hours in total!

Oh ya, formed project groups too.
I'm with Jillian, Zhengping, Zhengyang, Elgin & Elizibert (don't know how to spell)
Kinda my class clique? o.o

Went to suntec with my class after school.
Slacked at starbucks. I managed to take a short nap there (:
Went to aston for early dinner.
Group photos & off home!

I've found a reason for me to be on time! (:

2010-04-17T11:04:00.003+08:00

DBF/FT/A1/02

I'm cash tight. Anyone got job intro?

At least $7 per hour.

Orientation is finally over.

School gonna start on Monday.

I hope I won't be late.

Flagday was boring. I was late -.-

Went to met up with Jillian & Zhengping.

Did our flagday together camping at a spot.

I collected $21.95!

MY RECORD!

Went back to SP, went to look for Candice, Jiajun & Yongquan.

Slack for awhile & off home together (:

Because of that damn Darry, I reached home at 12am last night! !@#$%^&

KEYCHAIN, be good (:

2010-04-14T22:17:00.008+08:00

I wanted to change..
OLD HABITS DIE HARD.
I can't change my late habits.
I'm only on time on the first day..
Late for 2 hours today -.-
It's so hard to change.

Today was kinda boring.
SPICE TRAINING. Was late for 2 hours.
Went for lunch with Jillian & Yi Hang at FC4.
Had a long time queuing up.
Poor Jillian waited a long time alone for us.
Went to Moberly for some 'sight seeing' after lunch.
Went back to meetup with the group & meet our PTL or PTN. (I can't remember)

Next, it's home sweet home (:

2010-04-13T00:56:00.007+08:00

ORIENTATION IS BORING.
BORED TO TEARS. TRUST ME.
MY TEARS WERE REALLY ROLLING OUT.

YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT?
The senior incharged of my class is called JESSICA!
OH MY GOD! It's jessica! (L)
I'm snsd mad -.-
Didn't talk much the whole day, unless others approached me.
I can't remember their names exepct for Jillian (not really sure how to spell her name)

I'm so unlike my usual self.
Well, it's better this way.
I'm changing (:
No more..
Skipping of school,
Skipping lessons,
Late for school,
Sleeping in class,
Never do assignment,
Never study for exams.
A nerd (:
STUDY! STUDY! STUDY!

Daryl asked me to gym at 7plus.

Went to look for xinyi after orientation ended.
To kill time till 7plus.
The only thing that won't change is my sarcasm.
Somehow my forte? (:

Went gym with Daryl in the night.
Reached home around 12.
Gonna go to the retarded Amazing race tomorrow.
A proof that I've changed (:

2010-04-11T22:43:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow gonna be a GREAT start.
Slippers + Shorts + T-Shirt + Unconfigured laptop + Messy long hair.
WHAT A GREAT START.
Gonna go to school with Jiajun & Xiuxing tomorrow (:
Hope it won't be awkward.

Don't jealous.
*HHY*

2010-04-10T01:42:00.003+08:00

So kind 0f me to offer her tissue (: Dawn's trademark pose (Y).

WEBCAM!! (Y).

Dawn keep eating & eating.

Sure to grow fat!

MY LAPTOP GOT PROBLEM -.-

WASTED 2 hours on phone with the service person..

IN THE END.... There's no difference -.-

Gonna have a 1 to 1 exchange tomorrow at Funan.

What's worst.... Gonna configure it at SP again.

Need about 3 hours -.-

Unlike the first time which is about 20 minutes.

FML. I'm so unlucky.

I'm waiting.

Ang Xinru is a very friendly & helpful person.

Thanks!

Y.Jiaren. NOT AS RESPONSIBLE ANYMORE!

2010-04-09T01:59:00.004+08:00

Went down to SP to collect & configure my laptop today with Daryl.
Finally got my LAPTOP! After waiting for 2 weeks.
Went to Clementi Sporthall to see Unity vs Queenways.
The match was kinda one sided.

Saw Huimin after that.
Don't dare to talk to her.
In case she has forgotten 'bout me -.-
But she told me that she saw me too (:
Take care of your sprained ankle!

Went back to Yishun at about 6 or 7 plus?
Played basketball till lights off & off home!
ELYSSA, I'M SO SO SO SORRY.

WEBCAM! ANYONE????
Webcam with Jiajun today.
First time in my life ._.

2010-04-08T03:23:00.005+08:00

	8:00 - 9:00	9:00 - 10:00	10:00 - 11:00	11:00 - 12:00	12:00 - 13:00	13:00 - 14:00	14:00 - 15:00	15:00 - 16:00	16:00 - 17:00	17:00 - 18:00
Mon	BA0288 MOB Tutorial T2259 Juliana Ong Tan Hoon Sem1		BA208Y ECONS Lecture MLT8 Chui Foong Hoe Sem1	BA0288 MOB Project T2156 Sem1		BA207Y PACC Lecture MLT8 Philip Tan Sem1	BA0150 SB Lecture MLT8 Sim Kian Ho Sem1
Tue		BA9103 DBE Tutorial T22613 Ong Chai Lin Sem1		BA208Y ECONS Tutorial T2254 Chui Foong Hoe Sem1
Wed	BA207Y PACC Tutorial T2262 Han Lih Lih Sem1		BA9103 DBE Lecture MLT12 Ong Chai Lin Sem1			BA0150 SB Tutorial T22613 Xiao Shu Sem1
Thu		BA9103 DBE Project T2114 Sem1	BA208Y ECONS Lecture MLT8 Chui Foong Hoe Sem1	BA0150 SB Lecture MLT8 Sim Kian Ho Sem1		SP0721 ONOW Tutorial T2244 Low Boon Chin Sem1
Fri	BA0288 MOB Tutorial T22611 Juliana Ong Tan Hoon Sem1		BA0150 SB Tutorial T2245 Xiao Shu Sem1				BA207Y PACC Lecture MLT8 Philip Tan Sem1	BA0288 MOB Lecture MLT8 Ivy Teng Sem1

MY TIMETABLE SUCKS!

WHAT THE HELL!

I WANNA CHANGE!

No difference compared to Secondary School life.
Gotta wake up at 6plus daily.
Mon, Wed & Fri.. Need to reach school at 8am.
& from my house to SP, need about an hour of travel time -.-

H.A.H, you owe me a favor!!

2010-04-06T23:19:00.004+08:00

TAEYEON IS SO CUTE!
This is what my ideal hair style looks like! Bangs!

WHAT GOES AROUND, COMES AROUND.

I guess this is retribution?
The $100.. I will take it as a lesson to learn.
I learnt to buy CHEAP shoes.
Buy me a pair of shoe & I'll love you for life!

Marilyn, no shoe no talk.

D, don't jealous. Don't jealous.
*HHY*

Y.Jiaren. I've booked you for the whole of next week! (:

2010-04-04T01:02:00.004+08:00

Woke up at 1pm today..
Over slept.
Didn't go to support Paulin & guys for competition.
Went to Nee Soon CC to look for Sebastian & Paulin at about 6pm?
Slack there~
Went to funland & Northpoint after that.
Shirmain talked to me. I was stunned ._.
Don't know how she can recognize me.

Went to have supper at some beancurd shop at 10pm with..
Aijia, Darry, Jodie, Sebastian & Weizhi.
AIJIA (Y).
Laugh till spit on my beancurd -.-
Chat there, slack there.
Went home at 12am.

My eyes look at you, my body trembles,
Gee Gee Gee Gee Gee.

I guess you'll only talk to me when you're lonely.

I don't know where my Y.Jiaren died to again.

2010-04-02T01:16:00.004+08:00

I can cover my eye with my fringe!
But of course, normally slide it till it don't cover my eyes.
Gonna cut my hair soon <:

I don't know where my Y.Jiaren died to.

2010-04-01T01:48:00.003+08:00

Are we drifting?

Orientation gonna start soon.
I'm so not looking forward to it.
I have yet to enjoy enough.
Recently growing fatter & fatter!
Gonna jog! I really hope I got the motivation to do so.

Y.Jiaren is so lazy recently.
Not as good & responsible anymore.

2010-03-31T00:24:00.004+08:00

Sorry for making both of you wait for about an hour today.
Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry.

I won't call you D again.
So you won't be so vex.
I guess you'd prefer it this way too.

Y.Jiaren. I seriously hope that you'll grow fat!

2010-03-30T01:39:00.002+08:00

Gee! Gee! Gee! Gee!
Baby~ Baby~ Baby~

Y.Jiaren, I hope we won't drift.

2010-03-29T01:08:00.004+08:00

Dearest.

I'm still sick.
Cough, fever & flu.
Been for a week already.
Maybe because I've not been resting.

Seriously. Just a word from you,
& I'd be home within 10 minutes.
I'm not lying.

Y.Jiaren is forever saying cute stuffs.
"hi & good morning, responsible y.jiaren is here to talk to you again! <:" You said you'd make my fly, in the end.. You didn't!
What's more... Always make me jealous!
Recently you ain't responsible >:

2010-03-26T22:48:00.003+08:00

Today went to SP.
What the hell.
I wasted my time going there.
W501 was OUT OF STOCK.
I was looking forward to have one.
Was planning to use it.
FML.

PWJ, you didn't reply my message..
For the 4th time..
You said you'd smile for me now & then.
Can I believe in the words that you say?

Y.Jiaren. Sorry Sorry Sorry.
Don't angry. Don't angry.
Everything is my fault.
I will take care of myself.
I will try... Probably...

2010-03-25T22:19:00.003+08:00

Today I swim from 9am to 1pm.
I'm a charcoal now. Damn black -.-
Got sunbrun on my cheeks too..
Never gonna swim under the blazing sun ever again.

PWJ, don't think too much.
You ain't a nobody.

Y.Jiaren, I will take care of myself.
Entrust trust <:

2010-03-24T23:29:00.002+08:00

Seriously, even though I know you won't reply me..
I still text you..
At least you did reply me 3 times before you ignored.
Well, it was expected.
Anyway, I'm just a nobody to you.
Even after you break, I sure there will be lots of guys wooing you.
Don't think you'd even remember me.
But just be happy. Smile (:

Y.Jiaren don't text so much.
Try to save, I help you control.
& don't say too touching words..
Always give me a hard time to reply them :X

2010-03-22T23:15:00.006+08:00

A tribute to my lovely YEO JIAREN!

Handsome looking xiaole.

Happy family (:

Who the hell bully xiaole! @#$%^&*

So cute ^0^

So cute even when he's asleep.

Awww....

Naive & innocent (:

I love this one! (Y).

This pose (Y).

CUTE!

Rwar~

SMILE SMILE SMILE SMILE , WILL YA? <:

2010-03-21T22:48:00.000+08:00

SERIOUSLY, I'M DAMN USELESS.
I CAN'T EVEN MAKE YOU SMILE.
You're there for me when I'm down.
But I can't do a single thing for you when you're feeling despondent.
When I read your text, I don't even know how to reply.
Every text of yours, seems so sad. Kept sighing & have lots of sad faces.
You are the one who taught how to give myself a chance to be happy.
IN THE END, did you take the chance? NO.
You just cried & cried.
WORRIED WORRIED WORRIED WORRIED
WORRIED WORRIED WORRIED WORRIED
I only want you to smile.
Is that very hard to ask for?
Give yourself a chance, please ):
Smile~ Because you're suppose to be cheerful.
I'm sorry for being unable to do a thing for you.
I'm really a useless friend. YEO JIAREN! SMILE! :D

2010-03-20T14:17:00.002+08:00

Seriously, I don't really expect you to break.
But since you made your choice.
You gotta be happy (:
Oh ya.. It's not that I don't wanna reply your text..
But I'm just lazy to reply one word =\
Smile (:

It's seriously not easy to hold back tears.
Y.Jiaren! Thanks for being there.
Even though I know the whole damn thing is STUPID!
Maybe it's my fault... I shouldn't have shouted.

2010-03-19T23:16:00.002+08:00

I didn't perform today.
What a let down.

PWJ. I don't know what I can say about you..
Just be happy. If you think you're suffering.
You can just break. Smile (:

Y.Jiaren is being lazy again >:
But I just found out that she featured me on facebook!
I'm so slow.. Didn't realize it till she told me.

2010-03-18T21:40:00.003+08:00

Watched One Piece the entire day.
At episode 99 now.
There's still 300+ episode for me to watch!
Today it rained for about 5 hours.
Thank god that it rained.
Stop those damn construction allowing me to have a nap (:

Sorry for ignoring some text.
Recently lazy to text.
Sorry. Sorry.

Oh my god, I just can't stop eating.
Kept munching on snacks whenever I'm online.
Fatter & fatter each day.

Didn't chat much with Y.Jiaren today.
Her text replies are damn slow.

2010-03-17T21:32:00.002+08:00

(Ignore my expression, please)

I swear this is the....
BIGGEST & LONGEST BANANA that I've ever seen in my whole life!
But it's not ripped yet -.-
In the end, I threw it away.

I seriously don't understand why...
Blangala like to sit in the grass patch so much..
I kicked on of them while texting Y.Jiaren ._.
He kept scolding me.. But I don't understand a thing.
I just walked away -.-

2010-03-17T00:12:00.004+08:00

Oh ya, CLAIRIS LEE KAI YUN said that I'm heartless..
Even though she's the one not replying my text ._.
Hope to see sugar soon (:

Y.Jiaren, how can you be so irresponsible? >:
I'm so disappointed in you.
How could you!? @#$%^&*(
Don't share my xiao le with you anymore~
Lalalalalala~

2010-03-16T00:40:00.004+08:00

Went to JJ house today with..
Dedrick, Pengseng, Weijing, Yuxian, Yuehin & Zonghan.
They gambled.
For 3 hours.. I've won 50cents only ._.
Weijing power (Y). 1 minute lose $9.
He's simply amazing.

Went to KFC to have our dinner & off home.

Finally talked to Y.Jiaren after more that 36 hours.
I gotta admit, she's definitely responsible <:
Keep it up.. Keep it up..

2010-03-14T23:35:00.002+08:00

It's been a month..
Finally... Since you returned. Or at least we contacted.
Maybe it's insignificant to you, but I remembered.
PWJ, you must be happy (:
Smile always (:

Today went to SSC with Yude.
Made a total fool outta ourselves.
Damn embarrassing ._.
Went to Sun plaza's pasta mania for our dinner.
It was delicious (:
Went to 755 to slack & off home.

Been more than 24 hours since I last talked to Y.Jiaren >:
Don't know where she has died to today.

2010-03-14T13:36:00.002+08:00

Yesterday at 200+ saw Lihua & his friend.
Went to 219, 213, Nee Soon CC but there wasn't anyone there.
Went to northpoint singtel shop to enquire some stuffs for Lihua's bill.
So went to ChongPang CC with them, but couldn't play there too.
So in the end, went to 219 again.
Played till lights off & went home.

Tomorrow going JJ's house at 10am.
So damn early -.-

For today, I've yet to talk to YEO JIAREN >:

2010-03-13T16:41:00.004+08:00

Today was supposed to meet Chloe was breakfast but I woke up at noon.
Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry.

Been watching One piece.
I'm at episode 55 now.
There are 400+ episodes.
I guess it can keep me entertained for quite some while.

Recently msn is boring too.
Other than Y.Jiaren, no one else to chat with.
I'm going out soon when she's having her nap.
Nothing is as interesting as her (she said this sound so wrong)
She wanted to snatch my xiao le away. How could she!? @#$%^&*
She can be so happy till she scold vulgarities! Unique, huh?

2010-03-12T22:49:00.003+08:00

Sorry guys for not going to the IT fair.
Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry.

Today went to 900+ to have lunch with Joyce & Ken.
After that slack at 213 for about an hour? (Nothing to do there)
Went to Joyce's house after that.
She lent me her Iphone. So nice of her (:
Slacked there till 5plus..
Went off to play basketball at 213.
Played till lights off & off home!

Oh ya, Jiaren's text reply rate is slow.
I kept waiting & waiting~
She said that xiao le is very cute!
& told me that she's also very cute!
:D

2010-03-11T01:53:00.002+08:00

Happy 16th birthday to Aijia (:
You said you'd come online, but you didn't.
Saw you at mrt just now, didn't notice you till you talked to me.
Should have wish you back then.

Today went to jurong..
Wanted to look Yingjie first..
But somehow saw Daryl at Pioneer Mrt -.-
I even lied to him that I was at AMK.
Zz..Zz..Zz..
Went to have dinner with him.
Then played basketball.
Boring~ Yawn~ Nobody there. Shooting all the way.

Text Jiaren the whole day! <:
Yeo Jiaren, must be responsible, okay!
I entrust you with my trust.

2010-03-10T15:54:00.005+08:00

Entrust me with your trust.
Inspired by Jiaren <:

New blog skin!
Took me 1 hour to do it.
Plain & simple (:
Lost all of my links by accident.
I only link those who I can remember.
Recently became a mini-fan of SNSD.
All of my blog songs are from SNSD ._.

Going down to Jurong soon to look for Daryl.

2010-03-09T22:27:00.006+08:00

My name appeared on YJR's blog for the first time.
She swore to reply each & every one of my long messages.
:D

I'm getting tanned.
Maybe from swimming recently.
Getting fatter & fatter too.
Kept eating non-stop! x.x

For the whole day, I did nothing. Bored to death.
Only watch Onepiece, text Winting & Msn with Jiaren.
:D

2010-03-04T00:01:00.004+08:00

Perfection. Blindly chasing after it.
Will my efforts be in vain?
Breaking the habit ; day 82.

THMY seems to be feeling down.
Text her, but no reply -.-
I just hope she's alright.
Cheer up.

Going for BUFFET this Saturday ._.
With Pengseng, Dedrick, Zonghan & Yuxian.
Cost more than $20 -.-
Need to start saving for it.

Lost all of my 25.7k in blackjack pro in just a game.
All in with 25.7k, in the end.. Lose -.-
Don't even have a cent now.

2010-03-03T04:18:00.002+08:00

4:18am.
My eyes are feeling sore now..
But I'm unable to sleep.
To be able to sleep soundly each night.
Is that too much to ask for?
It's been 2 months..
Ever since the released of O level results.

Well, today I went swimming with JJ.
Was exhausted, but ironically I was unable to sleep.
I tossed around my bed from 11pm-4am.
So came back online.
Chatting with YY now.
She's the only one online ._.
Been feel weak daily too.
Maybe deprive of sleep?
What to do about my insomnia? T.T

2010-03-01T19:54:00.003+08:00

7:58pm.
You're the sweetest thing that I could ever ask for.

My god, I can't find my NUM tank.
Where is it? D:

Today went for medical checkup with JJ.
Met him at about 10.30am.
The clinic was packed!
We waited for 2 hours -.-
Checkup was a nightmare.
Those who went for it will know...
Went for X-ray at polyclinic.
We didt something shameless & stupid..
Zz..Zz..Zz.. Don't even know why we did that.
We're retarded -.-
After X-ray, waited for an hour for the report.
Basically, the whole checkup took us about 4 hours.
Wasted yet another day of my holiday.
Tomorrow gonna swim.
JURONG HERE I COME :D

2010-02-27T02:25:00.002+08:00

I realized that my tagboard & links can't be seen using IE.
So use firefox if you wanna tag.

Today went to gym with JJ.
Slack there.. Ride bike ._.
Then play bball awhile at 838.
Saw pengseng & junrong.
Pengseng sprained his ankle.
Hope he gets well soon.
Tomorrow not going YJC with him already -.-

Injured my chin.
With a huge cut. I hope I don't need to stitch.
I'm afraid of pain -.-
Please don't let it get infected.

Went to meet Junrong, Yuxian, Jeffery & Yuxian for supper.
& off home (:

2010-02-23T16:29:00.003+08:00

4:32pm.
How can I trust anyone else?
You act as if you don't care,
So why bother doing so much stuffs behind?
Your acts.. I've seen enough.

Change change change.
There's not a single thing that won't change.
People change even if they are unwilling to.
The only thing that won't change is change.

Got suddenly craving to play basketball.
Going NSCC alone after I bathed.

2010-02-22T00:31:00.002+08:00

12:00am

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PWJ!!
Mi xiu~ Mi xiu~

Bold the sentence if it is true.

001. i miss somebody right now.

002. i watch more tv than i used to.

003. i love olives.

004. i love sleeping.

005. i own lots of books.

006. i wear glasses or contact lenses.

007. i love to play video games.

009. i am racist.

010. i have been in a threesome.

011. i have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.

012. i believe honesty is the best policy.

013. i have acne free skin.

014. i like and respect al sharpton.

015. i curse frequently.

016.i’ve changed a lot mentally over the last year.

017. i have a hobby.

018. i’ve been told i have a nice butt.

019. i carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

020. i’m really, really smart.

021. i’ve never broken anyone else’s bones.

022.i have a secret that i am ashamed to reveal.

023. i love it when it rains.

024. i’m paranoid at times.

025. i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

026. i need money right now.

027. i love sushi .

028. i talk really, really fast sometimes.

029. i have fresh breath in the morning.

030. i have semi-long hair.

032. i have at least one brother and/or sister.

033. i was born in a country outside of the u.s.

034. i shave my legs.

035. i have a twin.

037. i couldn’t survive without caller i.d.

038. i like the way that i look.

039. i have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.

041. i am usually pessimistic.

042. i have mood swings.

043. i think prostitution should be legalized.

044. i think britney spears is pretty.

045. i have cheated on a significant other.

046. i have a hidden talent.

047. i’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.

048. i think that i’m popular.

049. i am currently single.

050. i have kissed someone of the same sex.

051. i enjoy talking on the phone.

052. i practically live in sweatpants or pj pants.

053. i love to shop.

054. i would rather shop than eat.

055. i would classify myself as ghetto.

056. i’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.

057. i’m obsessed with my blog!

058. i don’t hate anyone.

059. i’m a pretty good dancer.

060. i’m a horrible dancer.

061. i’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.

062. i have a cell phone.

063. i watch much music on a daily basis.

064. i have cried myself to sleep before.

065. i have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

067. i have never been in a real relationship before.

068. i’ve rejected someone before.

069. i currently have a crush on someone.

070. i have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.

071. i want to have children in the future.

072. i have changed a diaper before.

073. i’ve had the cops called on me before.

074. i bite my nails.

076. i’m not allergic to anything deadly.

077. i have a lot to learn.

078. i have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.

080. i am very shy around the opposite sex.

081. i’m online 24/7, even as an away message.

082. i have at least 5 away messages saved.

083. i have tried alcohol before.

084. i have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past.

085. i own the “south park” movie.

088. i enjoy country music.

089. i love my best friend(s).

090. i think that pizza hut has the best pizza.

091. i watch soap operas whenever i can.

092. i’m obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.

096. halloween is awesome because you get free candy.

097. i watch spongebob squarepants and i like it.

098. i have dated a close friend’s ex.

099. i’m happy as of this moment.

100. i have gone scuba diving.

101. i’ve had a crush on someone i’ve never met.

102. i’ve kissed someone i knew i shouldn’t.

103. i play a musical instrument.

104. i strongly dislike math.

105. i’m procrastinating on something right now.

106. i own and use a library card.

107. i fall in “lust” more than in “love”.

108. cheese enchiladas rock my socks.

109. i think the lord of the rings is one of the greatest things ever.

110. i’m obsessed with the tv show “lost.”

111. i am resentful that i have to grow up.

112. i am an entirely different person around different people.

113. i think the world would be a better place if people just smiled and meant it more often.

114. i think ramen is the best kind of food in the whole world.

115. i am suffering of a broken heart.

116. i am a nerd.

117. no matter where i am or who i’m with, i always seem to be lonely.

118. i am left handed and proud of it.

119. i don’t change who i am for someone else.unless it's for the better

120. my heart resides below my feet.

121. i am a senior in school.

122. i enjoy smoothies.

123. i have gastritis.

124. i have nothing better to do with my time.

125. i am listening to radiohead right now.

126. most people call me by my middle name.

127. i once stole a music stand.

129. i love nascar!

130. i own over 200 cds.

131. i work 7 days a week.

132. i have mono.

132. i don’t have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind.

133. people tell me i have a horrible sense of humor.

134. i’m only wearing underwear.

136. i’ve driven to a different state to see a band i liked.

137. i am the most over analytical person i know.

138. i believe in wasting time.

139. i don’t listen to too much music.

141. my favorite holiday isn’t christmas.

142. i prefer weeks off of work instead of days here and there.

143. i love sex.

144. i wanna go home.

145. i don’t know what i would do without my friends.

146. christmas threw up in my dorm room and i love it.

147. friends is (one of) my favorite tv shows.

148. i’m hungry.

149. i’m still angry about the nip/tuck season 2 finale cliffhanger.

150. i’m a potterhead and proud of it!

151. i noticed there are several numbers missing from this list, making this very much not the 151st entry.

152. i lied about one of the items on this list.

153. my siblings are my best friends.

155. i have a problem expressing things.

156. i have lost a parent.

157. i am the most deprived person i know on the face of the planet.

158. i have at least one test tomorrow that i am not prepared for yet.

159. i love slim jims! even if they are really bad for you.

160. i am sick and tired of school so i am not going.

161. i love sundance.

162. i do not watch television. Occasionally, even though I've got a TV in my room.

163. i love starbucks coffee drinks.

164. i am living at least one lie right now.

168. i’m a little crazy.

169. i like the smell of white tic tacs.

170. i know at least one person in a “life or death” crises at this moment.

172. i always know all the gossip at my school/workplace/whatever, and nobody ever suspects it.

173.i have thought about suicide.

175. i can be selfish.

176. i’m so emo at times.

177. i can solve a 3x3 rubik’s cube.

179. i cheated on a test before.

181. i’m sick of drama

182. i need a job

2010-02-19T23:33:00.005+08:00

11:37pm

Tomorrow gonna work with Jh & JJ.
Should be my first & last work for this holiday.
$40 only -.-
Don't know work till what time.
If no train home.. Need $20+ for cab.
Might as well not work as all.

You broke the promise you made to me on the same day..
But still... Mi xiu ):
2 more days.. 22/02.

2010-02-18T11:31:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY LIM PENG SENG!!!!

11:32am
Woke up at 11am.
Went to orchard to change my NUM tanks with Jh & JJ.
It's my 17th day on adult fare T.T
Spent more than $5 on transport today -.-
In the end, didn't change my tanks.
Off to Chinese Garden to swim.
Went to gym.. Suddenly, it rained.
The previous two time, it rained too -.-
In the end can't play slide -.-
But luckily, it only rained for 30 minutes (:
Went to gym at 5pm.
The slide is not as fun as I thought it'd be T.T
Kinda disappointed.
Even "hunting" failed -.-
There's lots of blangalas there.
They never ceased to amaze me with their stupidity.
Swimming till 7pm & back to Yishun (:
Went to have dinner with JJ & slack with him till 10pm.
Then text Sb till she's asleep.
She didn't even say good night to me T.T
Mi xiu~

2010-02-17T00:37:00.005+08:00

12:45am.
Tomorrow going orchard, gym & swim with Jh & JJ.
Can finally play slide!
I hope it won't rain.
Gonna call Dawn tomorrow to ask if Jurong is raining.

I think I'm gonna be like mingjie.
Zou huo lu mo already.
Been watching stupid videos about Martial Arts.
Yong Chun Quan, Tai Chi Quan, Muay Thai, TKD & lots more -.-

This is the best CNY ever!
Because I found my SB :D
Don't leave me again.
Mi xiu~

2010-02-16T02:20:00.003+08:00

2.20am.
Today was a boring day.
Went to 838.
Slacked with Mingjie & Lihua.
Listen to lihua dramatic story.
Very interesting & funny too.
Didn't eat for the entire day.
Then sb don't wanna cook for me.
Heartless~

Only to you, not to any other girls.
Trust me, will ya?
Because of you, I started sleeping with my phone beside me again.
Been months since I last did that.

2010-02-14T22:18:00.002+08:00

10:24pm.
This year.. CNY is damn boring..
Wore my hairband today.
But I doubt anyone realized that I'm wearing.
Only visited 3 homes.
Unlike past years, which is like 6 or more?
Nothing to do at all.. Been staring into space.
Sb replies are slow.. But she's the only one that I replied today (:
Don't disappear again. Mi xiu~ Mi xiu~

2010-02-14T04:59:00.004+08:00

Currently 4.59am now.
Tried sleeping since 3am..
But couldn't sleep -.-
Well, I guess its already my habit.
Eversince I got back my pathetic O level results.

It's been about 8 months since we last chat..
But somehow, we managed to chat for about 5 hours.
Those 5 hours felt as if it's an hour only.
You never failed making me smile with your words (:
Even texting you..
If seemed as if we didn't contact each other for days..
Even though it has been 8 months.
Don't leave me again, will ya?
Welcome back, babytiqqers (:
22/02. 8 more days (:

Happy, yet sad.

2010-02-13T22:45:00.001+08:00

Oh my god!
I can't believe it.
She's back!!!!!
She made my day (:

2010-02-12T22:32:00.005+08:00

Because of you, I learnt how to smile.

原来，爱情从来没有离开过，只是我记得，你忘了 .

哭什么？不要为不在乎你的人掉眼泪，知道吗？

2010-02-02T23:18:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY C.
Finally 17 (:
Good luck for O level!
Don't become another me.

2010-01-30T09:54:00.002+08:00

Left arm hurting like hell now -.-
To all those who think that warm up ain't important..
YOU ARE SO DAMN WRONG!
Learnt my lesson, I guess.
(:

Yesterday went to khatib to accompany Haiyong & ben for Lunch.
After lunch it rained, so went to look for kxh.
She was skating at 809.
I went over to look for her..
Saw Yongquan & kat there too.
After that went to her house.
Play with her Ginnie Pig. It bit my finger -.-
Wa.. Her pig don't like me D:
Slack at her house for about an hour & off for dinner @ mac.

Pengseng, sumwee, junrong, jeffery, weijing were all at mac.
Eat together, slack together.
Then went home with Jeffery.
Played basketball awhile at 216 then off home (:

2010-01-28T00:24:00.006+08:00

Thanks to YHY, I know I got a muscle strain.
Not muscle tear. YHY is so smart.
Sometimes I feel that as long as YHY is around, all problems will be solve (:
Wanna thank YHY for everything (:
20th December. I'd remember it.

Gonna have a haircut soon.
My hair so cui.
Bad hair day.. DAILY.
The back is thick &long. VERY irritating.

If I have to choose between loving you & breathing,
I'd use my last breath to say.
"I LOVE YOU"

2010-01-27T12:09:00.002+08:00

I got into my first choice!
By JAE :D
I was so afraid that I couldn't get in..
Because I applied for JPSAE but they didn't call me up of an interview.
Well, most of my friends are going to SP :D
Will get to see them soon.
But kxh going NYP D:
Even though I don't really wanna go SP, I got no choice.
Gotta work hard in poly.

The mark is still there!! D:

2010-01-25T23:59:00.002+08:00

Broke down.
I'm tired. Really tired.
It's time to rest. I feel like going for a swim~
Wanna go Jurong play side..
But the previous two times I went there..
It RAINED. All Dawn's fault!!! @%$^!@$#@

It's your own life. Not mine.
Why are you asking me what should you rely on to live?
Stand up & walk. Move forward.
You gotta learn how to be strong.
I'm really sorry.

Sp, cheer up.

2010-01-24T00:03:00.004+08:00

C, I saw you online on msn.
I was really happy.
Because it has been more than a year since you last came online.
I was waiting for you to talk to me.
Waiting.. Waiting.. Waiting..
In the end, you didn't.
I even hinted to you in my PM.
"C, I somehow hope that you'll talk to me."
To no avail.. I was disappointed.
You were the first person I trust wholeheartedly with all of my secrets.
We used to text for the whole day..
But been about 8 months since we last contacted.
Well, people do change even if they're unwilling to.
I still remember the orange you gave me (:
I hope you aren't slitting anymore.
No guy is worth your tears.
& the one who does, won't make you cry.
I wish you the best for your O level this year (:

2010-01-21T22:34:00.003+08:00

Even though I know he's stupid.
But you guys kept repeating till I find it annoying.

Life is boring.
But I like it! :D
Singapore Poly has not call me up for an interview yet.
Please let me get into banking.
Regretted not studying.
If my grades are better, I don't even need to pray to get into the course I want.
Sigh..

Sp, I trust you.
You better be alright.
(:

2010-01-19T23:30:00.002+08:00

I'm still having sleepless nights D:
Woke up at 10am today.
Watched fullmetal alchemist till about 1pm.
Then went to meet Pengseng for lunch.
Went to gym after lunch.
Saw Junxuan & Yongquan there.
Haiyong came an hour later.
Trained till about 4.30 then I went to have lunch with Haiyong.
Went home after that...

The mark is still there on my cheek D:

2010-01-19T12:31:00.004+08:00

For the past few nights..
I've realized that people do tear from their right eye first.
I don't know why. But that's what happened to me.
I still can't believe how you could change so much in only 7 months.
You were once someone I trust wholeheartedly.
But look at you now, is that how you want your life to be?
You were once perfect in my eyes..
But now.. There's nothing that I could say.
I guess people do change, regardless if they are unwilling to.

The scar is still there D:

2010-01-17T21:33:00.002+08:00

Look at my left cheek.
Got one long scratch mark!
Damn that china dog who scratched me.
Hope it won't leave a scar behind D:

Sp emo again. Her pm seems as if she's crying.
Don't dare to disturb her.
Cheer up, yeah? :D

2010-01-17T00:04:00.002+08:00

Stupid background for my photo -.-

Today I over slept.
Didn't go Bishan to see the competition -.-
So went to 838 to slack.
Went home at about 9pm.

Sp finally talked to me.
I've been waiting for a week ._.
She forever giving sad faces ):
SP! MUST BE HAPPY, OKAY!

Ps: I'm always doing stupid stuffs when I'm chatting with Siewmoon.

2010-01-14T21:45:00.002+08:00

Just submitted my JPSAE online.
Realized that I've so little achievements compared to Daryl -.-
2006 - Cha Yong Cup U14 - 2nd.
2006 - Singapore Xiangqi General Association - 10th.
2007 - SP chess open (blitz) - 2nd.
2007- Aljunied C.C (team) - 2nd.
2007 - Cha Yong Cup U14 - 4th.
2008 - Cha Yong Cup (N-Zone) - 1st.
2008 - Cha Yong Cup U16 - 6th.
2008 - Singapore Xiangqi General Association - 13th.
2009 - Cha Yong Cup U16 - 2nd.

Wanna thank Junming for those advises he gave me.
Which led me to take Banking & Financial Services as my first choice.
& Business Administration as my 2nd.
Yet to submit my JAE -.-
12th choices.. I don't know what I want..
Why do they even give us 12 choices?

& I didn't expect Xinru to talk to me today (:
I always thought that she dislike me.
But after chatting with her, I decided to Sp.
She wanna go IB. All the best to her (:

SP~~ Here I cone!

2010-01-12T23:58:00.002+08:00

Couldn't sleep well last night.
I still don't understand why I got B3 for both POA & Amaths.
I never failed getting anything lesser than A1 before.
Maybe YSS standard is too low compared to Cambridge.

Today went to Daryl's house.
So far.. It's located at Pioneer..
Slacked for about 30 minutes.
Then off to gym.
The gym there is bigger than Yishun's by a lot.
Not much people there too (:

Went to NYP's training at night with Daryl.
Stayed there till 10pm then off to Amk for supper.
Headed home after that.
I don't know which course can I go to.
I got 11 for L1R4.
I wanna go NP. It's best for business.
Should I go..
International business? 9 points.
Banking & finance? 10 points.
Accountancy? 11 points.
Business studies? 12 points.
Business & social enterprise? 13 points.
I'm considering.. Sigh..
Gonna appeal for it through JPSAE.

Might be retaking Amaths & POA (:

2010-01-11T23:02:00.008+08:00

Why didn't I study? Why? Why? Why?

Okay. So I finally got what I deserved.
I almost cried when I gotten back my results.
I'm feeling so down by then that I just lied on the floor flat for about 3 minutes.
Kinda look like an idiot.
It's the same as 4 years ago. Such disappointing results.
If only I study... If only.. If only..
Regretted playing basketball daily during O level.
I only get a SINGLE A. What the hell!
I was expecting 4 As.
My English, Amaths & POA. They're supposed to be getting A!
But instead? All of them are B3!
FML!!!!
I can't get into INTERNATIONAL BUSINESS!!! D:
Gonna appeal through the JPSAE scheme.

Sorry for ignoring lots of you guys messages.
Wasn't in a good mood.
Don't really feel like replying.
Anyway, there's lesser than 10 people who knows my result.
Critically ashamed to say it out loud.

2010-01-10T22:56:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is finally the DAY OF JUDGEMENT!!!
Hope I won't be disappointed.

SINGLE DIGIT, HERE I COME!!!!!
:DDDDD

2010-01-09T01:49:00.003+08:00

Boring day! *yawn*
Went to Chinese Garden today..
Wanted to swim~
It rained just when I stepped out of the gym -.-
So had lunch nearby.
After that went to boonlay cc.
Didn't go there for 2 years already..
Back then it was for Chess competition ._.
Went home at about 9pm~

What's happening to my friends?
One by one.. All breaking down.
Sigh.. D:

I'm bored to death. Manga updates are SLOW this week!

2010-01-07T22:01:00.002+08:00

I'm still tired from gym & training yesterday.
Today went to 219 with my GG7. Emo~
Nothing much there.. So went to NSCC.
Played with some china dogs.
Stepped on my toe 3 times till it bleed.
Well, I had fun elbowing them for 30 minutes :D
Even though I didn't score at all -.-
Can't get the ball in when I'm elbowing.
Need to improve on that (:
Then YY use kayseng's phone send me crap -.-
Laughs.. It was funny. But I didn't entertain, because I thought it was kayseng.
SP don't emo! Cannot emo ):

2010-01-06T13:06:00.000+08:00

I'm bored to death!
Someone ask me out, please!!
Couldn't sleep last night..
Messaged SP, but I woke her up. Sorry.
Then ask her go back to sleep -.-
About 6am, my brother was so noisy that he woke me up.
What the hell. I was sleeping so soundly.
Even though I'm bored, I prefer my life now compared to school life.
:DD
Holiday, please don't end so soon!

I don't know if I'm taking my results next monday or tuesday.
I'm already prepared to get lousy results like 12points.
Might even get higher -.-
I didn't study much & I even slept in Emaths & Amaths paper.
Gosh~ God bless me, please.

2010-01-04T04:27:00.003+08:00

Ahhhh! I'm so in love with HMS!
Can't wait for next monday!!!!
I WANT MORE MORE MORE MORE OF IT!!!!!

Learnt my lesson never to ton in Woodlands ever again.
There's NOTHING there AT ALL.
It's so cold that I caught a cold.
& I didn't know that the first train comes at 6am -.-

Xueyan is back = Tagboard is back.
Divided by "is back" on both sides...
Xueyan = Tagboard.
My tagboard gonna be alive again :D
I'm know I'm kinda stupid for saying this -.-

Anyway, updated my playlist.
All songs are new..
Only 'bout 2 months new?

2010-01-01T22:09:00.002+08:00

Would your parents be mad if you were in a relationship?
Yes.

Person you last sent a text to?
Cindy.

What's irritating you right now?
My pimples on the right side of my face D:

How many kids do you want?
2? I don't know.

What were you doin' to at 11pm last night?
Texting Cindy.

What happened at 10:00 am today?
Sleeping.

How many hours did you sleep last night?
About 9?

Does anyone call you baby?
I-I-I don't know.

Did you hug anyone today?
Nope.

Would you get married if you could right now?
No way.

Are you in a good mood?
Neutral.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
No one.

What are you listening to?
Anonymous friend.

Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
Abuse!

Do you wear glasses?
When I'm not on contacts.

Do you get 8 hours of sleep everyday?
Somehow, yeah..

Are you a forgiving person?
Yes.

How is life going for you right now?
3 months holiday left!

Do you believe what goes around comes around?
Yeah.

Who was the last person you ate with?
Chloe.

When was the last time you saw your dad?
Just.

Are you mad about anything?
Nope.

Do you miss anyone?
Nope.

What were you doing before this?
Blog hopping.

Do you hate being alone?
I prefer being alone.

Do you drink more water or juice?
Juice!

Are you the same person as you were at the begining of 2008?
Nope. Totally different.

When was the last time you felt like your heart was actually breaking?
12th December.

Looking forward to something this weekend?
Nope. Got the damn training -.-

Do you hate it when people smoke around you?
I'd avoid them.

Is there someone you will never forget?
PWJ?

Where's the guy/girl you love right now?
Nobody (:

Do you like waking up in the morning to find that you have new texts?
Yeah :D

Are you a morning person or a night person?
Night.

Do you like someone right now?
Not at all.

Can you keep a secret?
Yes.

Are you open with your feelings to people?
I don't.

What are you thinking right now?
More quizzes, please!

2010-01-01T00:53:00.002+08:00

CINDY TAN LI YUN is really the best!
She's the first to text me!
& it's not a chain text!
"HAPPY NEW YEAR(:
I'm so glad I get to know you this year.
You never failed to make me laugh everytime.
And yeah, you're a nice angel. Hahah!
Remember to stay happy always(:
May god bless ;D"
I'm so touched. Love ya <3

2009-12-29T14:49:00.003+08:00

Didn't went to Bishan to look for Daryl today.
Lazy to go down =\
He meeting 4times Champ to play chess.

My brother got posted to his 4th choice.
YTSS. Kinda sad...
Went to appeal for 3 school.
SST, ASS & CHS.
Bought all of his YTSS's uniform & books today.
Then few hours later, SST called. Wasted money
on books & uniform.
His first choice ._.

My tagboard kinda dead when Xueyan is away..
Few more days.. She'll be back soon.
Been texting Devil almost everyday :D

2009-12-27T10:22:00.003+08:00

School gonna reopen soon, for MOST people.
Well, I still have a long holiday to go.
3-4 more months :D
I'm gonna change.
Try not looking at people in disdain.
I'm too arrogant, I guess.

Yesterday forget to help Devil T.T
Sigh... Then Xueyan fly off already.
Never mind, still got devil :D

2009-12-25T22:39:00.002+08:00

1. Name as much as u can. friend whose name starts with a "s":
-Siewmoon, Sumwee, Sandy, Selicia, Shuting, Simin, Siying, Sophia, Stella, Sylvia, Serene Shengmin, Shihui, Shirley, Shixian, still got a lot.. Lazy name.

2. 4th person on your missed calls:
-Kayseng.

3. What did the last text message u received say?
- "Not yet(: You want sleep already?"

4. Do you chew your straw?
-Sometimes after finishing my drink.

5. What's the next concert you're going?
-Never been to one before.

6. Who's the coolest person in your life?
-Mingjie?

7. What is the last thing you ate?
-Oreo! :D

8.What was the last thing you said to someone and who was it?
-Not so soon. Sleeping after you.

9. Do you watch teebee?
- Seldom, barely.

10. Have you seen the movie ; Donniedarko?
- Nope.

11. Ever been hunting?
- Never.

12. Is marriage in your future?
- Yes.

13. When was the last time you said "ily" and meant it?
- A long time ago.

14. What should you be doing now?
- Texting Cindy.

15. Do you have a nickname?
- SBG.

16. Do you believe in love at first sight?
- Not yet.

17. Who's the youngest in your family?
- My brother.

18. Is drug free the way to be?
- Yes.

19. Do you clean up nice?
- Yeah.

20. Last time you used a skateboard?
- Never.

21. Where was the last place you slept besides your house?
- Chalet. Regretted going.

22. Ever run out of gas on the road?
- I don't drive.

23. Best movie you seen in the past 2 weeks?
- Didn't watch movie for months.

24. Who do you trust most?
- I trust no one.

25. Do you think people who come up with brain dead quizzes are crying for help in some twisted way?
- o.o

Last person you saw:
-Dad.

Talked on the phone:
-Alicia.

Today
Date: 25thDecember.
Plans: Waiting for someone.
Likes about today: Nothing.
Likes about tomorrow: AMK hub!
Dislikes about tomorrow: Don't waste time with noobs & losers.
Missing someone: PWJ?
Mood: Inconsolable.

Yes or No.
I'm a morning person: No.
I'm a perfectionist: Yes.
I'm an only child: No.
I'm currently in my PJS: No.
I'm online 24/7: No.
I'm shy around the opposite gender: No.
I can be paranoid: Yes.
Regret something that i have done: Yes.
Have a secret: Yes.

2009-12-25T22:24:00.002+08:00

First off, what is your name?
- Kingsley.

Do you have a best friend that you can talk to 24/7?
- Not really.

Do you have any siblings?
- Yeah.

How many years apart is your mom and dad?
- 4 years.

Do you like someone?
- Nope.

Where is your dad right now?
- Out celebrating Christmas.

Do you burn incense?
- If only my mom ask me to.

Closest purple object?
- A cloth?

How does your hair look right now?
- Sunflower? (because of hairband)

Do you have any fears?
- Lots.

What do you hear right now?
- Found out about you.

What are you wearing ?
- Normal tee.

Who is the last person to massage you ?
- CINDY!!

Do you like emo kids?
- I'm one -.-

Rock or Rap?
- Pop! Gaga <3

Flying or Driving?
- Fly!

Was your Valentine's day nice?
- Didn't celebrate before.

What are you doing now?
- Texting Cindy :D

Would you die for someone?
- No?

Do long distance relationships work?
- I don't know?

When did you last talk to one of your siblings?
- This morning.

What are you doing tomorrow?
- Texting Cindy.

Do you worry about getting older?
- Yeah! 16 already.. 17 soon T.T

Do you bite your nails?
- Never.

Ever gone a whole day without eating?
- Yeah.

Do you own ripped jeans?
- Nope.

Are you jealous a lot of the time?
- Nothing really worth for me to get jealous.

Do you use a calendar or day planner to schedule everything on?
- Never.

Who can make you laugh during the hardest time?
- Chloe? Cindy? Siewmoon? Fiona?

Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
-Yeah. (guys)

Who do you sit next to in your English class?
-Didn't realize. I'm always sleeping.

Are you generally a happy person?
-Nope.

Who's in your profile picture with you?
-None.

What colour shirt are you wearing?
-Yellow.

Where will you be in a hour?
-Home.

Who was the first person you talked to today?
-Dad.

How's your heart been lately?
-Nothing but disappointment.

When did you last smile?
-Just. I promised someone to keep smiling.

How do you feel right now?
-Down.

Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
-A call from PWJ.

Are you good at making new friends?
-I'm anti-social.

Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
-Yeah!

Are you wearing makeup?
-I'm a guy.

Will this Sunday be a good one?
-Don't think so.

When was the last time you laughed really hard?
-Today. Because of frog -.-

If you could move to Africa would you?
-I'm racist.

What does your 3rd recent text say?
-"you help me again(:"

Are promises important to you?
-YES!

Anyone of the opposite sex been on your mind lately?
-PWJ.

Someone knocks on your window at 2 am, what do you say?
-Impossible.

Will you be in a relationship next month?
-No.

Do you love anyone right now?
-Nope.

What is your favorite number?
-Number 1 & 11.

Would you consider having that many kids?
-Nope.

Do you ever write notes on your hand?
-Only to cheat for test.

Are you violent?
-Not at all.

Were you ever teacher's pet?
-I'm a teacher nightmare.

Can you vote next election?
-No.

Do you crack your knuckles and back?
-Yes.

What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
-Texting Cindy.

What smiley represents how your day was?
- D:

Do you prefer fast paced dancing or slow dancing?
- I don't dance.

Do you make excuses often?
- Always!

Do you hold your breath when you pass a cemetery?
- Nope.

Is there someone you will never forgive?
- Nope.

Do you know someone in jail?
- Nope.

What were you doing at 2:00pm today?
- Watching Lakers Vs Bulls.

What are your LEGAL initials?
- KSYS?

Do you use chap stick?
- O.O???

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
- Maybe?

Do you believe in love at first sight?
- Not yet.

2009-12-25T21:47:00.003+08:00

It's finally Christmas.
Time to give up.
You will be deleted.
It's a normal day today.
Nothing special.
I even feel like I've wasted my time today.
Then just now debated with Kayseng on msn ._.
I'm finally back to those days where I text devil all day long :D
Gonna help Devil update blog now. Bye (:

2009-12-24T12:32:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE TO ALL! (:

Life will be happier after Christmas!
I MUST smile~
(:

I've finally talked to Devil again!
After 12 days...
Seems somehow different, don't know how to describe..
Smile (:

Yesterday text junior till 1pm then sleep.
Been telling her how lousy is YSS.
Well, YSS really sucks.
Especially the principal!

There's a thousand of reasons to get over you,
But I only need one to keep me holding on.
& I found out that when a person cries...
If the first drop comes from the right eye, it's happiness.
But when the first drop is from the left, it's pain.
It's freaking true! At least for me.

2009-12-23T11:35:00.003+08:00

Forever auto? o.o
Wow. That's kinda hard.
Seems so one sided.
I didn't know you like to "YAY" so much ._.

Anyway, yesterday talk to Wong Siewmoon.
Got lectured by a 13 year old girl...
What the hell???
Never mind, after all she's stronger than me?
She experienced things that I've never & would never want to experience.
I'll 'try' doing the things you said.

Daryl say wanna treat me dye hair.
But like damn ex? $50-60.
Grats to him for winning the competition (:

Love is like the truth, sometimes it prevails, sometimes it hurts.
Stolen kisses are the sweetest.

2009-12-21T23:58:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow going gym with Junhong & Hongsheng.
There's nothing that I've been doing recently..
Xueyan, take care of yourself.
Don't always make me repeat.....
Nothing much to update. That's all.

Breaking the habit ; day 11.

2009-12-20T13:52:00.003+08:00

Breaking the habit??
Day 10...
I'm on the verge of giving up.
It's not easy holding on.
I almost gave up..
But luckily, on my way home..
I managed to convince myself to preserve.
It's a bet. A risk I'm taking.
It could either grant me happiness or more sadness...
I don't wanna waste the previous 10 days for nothing.
I believed that everything was worth while.
It made breathing so hard for me.
I'm not gonna give up on perfection.

Guilty of not messaging Wong Siew Moon even though she asked me to last night.
Phone was charging... Sorry =\

2009-12-20T01:27:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YHY :D
I Remembered your birthday.
Ever since 12th....
Didn't talk to Devil already.
It's all my fault.. Sigh.
Miss talking to Devil ):
Today went to 838 to meet Luiting at about 7pm?
Then Stella & her sis came o.o
Played for awhile then LT's friend came.
Girls that don't look like girls...
What the hell?
Slack all the way till 10pm & off home.

Breaking the habit ; day 9.

2009-12-18T11:54:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Yueting.

QUIZ IS THE BEST WAY TO KILL BOREDOM!
:DDD

WHAT WAS YOUR
1. Last beverage: Milo.
2. Last phone call: Home.
3. Last text message: Cindy.
4. Last song you listened to: Telephone!
5. Last time you cried: o.o
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Nope.
7. Been cheated on: Perhaps?
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nope.
9. Lost someone special: 12th...
10. Been depressed: Yeah!
11. Been drunk and threw up : I don't drink.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Black !
13. White !
14. Green !

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yes.
16. Laughed until you cried: Nope.
17. Met someone who changed you: Yes, changed greatly.
18. Found out who your true friends were: Nope.
19. Found out someone was talking about you: Yeah.
20. How many kids do you want to have ? I don't know.
21. Do you have any pets ? Nope.
22. Do you want to change your name ? I love my name.
23. What did you do for your last birthday ? Studying with YHY.
24. What time did you wake up today ? 11plus.
25. What were you doing at midnight last night ? Reading manga.
26. Name something you CANNOT wait for: O level result.
27. Last time you saw your Mother: Yesterday.
28. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life ? Having true friends.
29. What are you listening to right now ? Art of love.
30. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom ? No.
31. What's getting on your nerves right now: Nothing?
32. Most visited webpage: Facebook & blog.
33. Whats your real name? Kingsley Seah Yong Sheng.
34. Nicknames: SBG.
35. Relationship Status: Single.
36. Zodiac sign: Scorpio.
37. Male or female ? Male.
38. Elementary ? Sembawang Primary School.
41. Hair colour: Black & a little little brown?
42. Long or short: Long?
43. What do you like about yourself ? Nothing.
44. Piercings: None.
45. Tattoos: None.
46. Righty or lefty: Ambidextrous.

FIRSTS:
47. First surgery: Never.
48. First piercing: Never.
49. First best friend(s): Never.
50. First sport you joined: Table tennis.
51. First vacation: Malaysia.
52. First pair of trainers: Can't remember.

RIGHT NOW:
53. Eating: Chicken rice.
54. Drinking: Plain water.
55. I'm about to: Find more quizzes to do.
56. Listening to: Bad romance.
57. Waiting on: Results!

YOUR FUTURE:
58. Want kids ?: Not sure.
59. Get Married ?: Yeah.
60. Career ?: Accountant?
61. Lips or eyes ? Eyes.
62. Hugs or kisses ? Hugs.
63. Shorter or taller ? Shorter.
64. Older or Younger ? Younger.
65. Romantic or spontaneous ? Romantic.
66. Nice stomach or nice arms ? Both.
67. Sensitive or loud ? Sensitive.
68. Hook-up or relationship ? Relationship.
69. Trouble maker or hesitant ? None.

HAVE YOU EVER:
70. Kissed a stranger ? None.
71. Drank hard liquor ? None.
72. Lost glasses/contacts ? Yeah.
73. Sex on first date ? None.
74. Broken someone's heart ? Yeah.....
75. Been arrested ? None.
76. Turned someone down ? Yeah.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
77. Yourself ? Yes, I'm egocentric.
78. Miracles ? Yeah.
79. Love at first sight ? Nope.
80. Heaven ? Yeah?
81. Santa Claus ? No?
82. Angels ? Yes :D

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
83. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time ? Nope.
84. Did you sing today ? Nope.
85. Ever cheated on somebody? Yeah..
86. If you could go back in time, how far would you go ? 2 years back.
87. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be ? First day of school.
88. Are you afraid of falling in love ? Yeah.
89. Posting this as 90 truths ? Yes.
90. Love yourself ? Hmmm..

2009-12-18T00:19:00.003+08:00

What a tiring day.
Couldn't change my habit -.-
Trying my best. But I somehow can't -.-

Breaking the habit ; day 7.

2009-12-17T15:02:00.001+08:00

1 .The last person who tagged you is : Chloe

2 . Your relationship with him / her is : A very close friend of mine.

3 . Your impressions on him / her is : Understanding.

4 . The most memorable thing he / she had done for you : Always being there for me when I'm down.

5 . The most memorable thing he / she said to you : Always there in the background.

6 . If he / she becomes your lover you will : I don't think that's possible.

7 . If he / she becomes your lover , thing he / she has to improve on will be : She's already perfect to me.

8 . If he / she becomes your enemy , the reason will be : We've never even quarrel before.

9 . The most desired thing you wanna do for him / her now is : Fulfill the promise I made to her. 8 more days.

10. Your overall impression on him / her is : Lovely, understanding, thoughtful.

11 . How you think people around you feel about you : Quiet.

12 . The character you love about yourself is : There's nothing good about me.

13 . On the contrary , the character you hate about yourself is: Looking at people in disdain.

14 . The most ideal person you wanna be is : Myself. I'm no shadow.

15 . Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you .
1. Anjuan
2. Claris
3. Cindy
4. Dawn
5. Fiona
6. Gina
7. Junhong
8. Jun xian
9. Siewmoon
10. Xueyan

16. Who is no.6 having a relationship with ? (Gina)
-I don't know that guy name.

17. Is no.9 a female / male ? (Siewmoon)
-Female.

18. If no.7 and no.10 are together , will it be a good thing ? (Junhong & xueyan)
-Both are Junxian's friends.

19. How about no.8 and no.5 ? (Fiona & Junxian)
-No way. Fiona is mine!

20. What is no.2 studying about ? (Claris)
-Don't need to study anything for now.

21. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3 ? (Cindy)
- ):

22. What music band does no.8 like ? (Junxian)
-I don't know?

23. Does no.1 have any siblings ? (Anjuan)
-I'm not sure..

24. Will you woo no.3 ? (Cindy)
-I wonder if we'll ever talk again....

25. How bout no.7 ? (Junhong)
-My laopo.

26. Whats the surname of no.5 ? (Fiona)
- Ho!

27. Whats the hobby of no.4 ? (Dawn)
-Maybe watching anime?

28. Do no.5 and no.9 get along ? (Fiona & siewmoon)
-Strangers.

29. where is no.2 studying at ? (Claris)
-Chris church!

30. Talk something casually about no.1 ?
-Drama fan? o.o

31. Have you tried to develop feelings for no.8 ? (Junxian)
-No way.

32. Where does no.9 live at ? (Siewmoon)
-Butik batok, I think...

33. What colour does no.4 like ? (Dawn)
-Black & white? Not sure...

34. Are no.1 and no.5 best friends ? (Anjuan & Fiona)
-Strangers.

35. Does no.7 like no.2 ? (Junhong & Claris)
-Strangers.

36. How do you get to know no.2 ? (Cindy)
-My Miss Fortune/Devil.

37. Does no.1 have any pets ? (Anjuan)
-Don't know.

38. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world ? (Junhong)
-Oh yes.

2009-12-16T23:20:00.001+08:00

Totally exhausted after gym & training today.
It's not as bad as I think it'd be.
Gonna start training from the basic.
My footwork sucks.

Breaking the habit ; day 6.